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Smiling Faces

Smiling faces
All around me
Trying to deceive me
Trying to deny me
Trying to detain me
Trying to break me, forsake me, take my soul..
Too slow!
Can’t defeat me!!!
What?? You think you are better than me?
Never was, never will be…
Fore, to be better than me, in my shoes you must be…
Walk like me,
Think like me,
Feel like me,
ROOOAR LIKE ME!!!
Smiling faces
Can’t deceive me!
Can’t deny me!
Can’t detain me, break me, forsake me, or take my soul…
TOO SLOW!
I’m better than you.
Always have been…
…always will be!

OPEN YOUR EYES

hey you

open your eyes

look to the sky

enjoy the good things in life

“the good things in life”

***

open your eyes

look around you

and you will see

all the good things in life

“the good things in life”

***

because life is love and love is life

and love is life and life is love

…forget the pain!

THE FORGOTTEN MAN

the forgotten man

the lonely man

trying to make sense of it all

 a strange man

a crazy man

walking alone in this world

walks in a different direction

through a different path

to a different place

lost…

what is he searching for?

where does he go?

no one knows

except for

his mind

his heart

his soul

stillness…

truth…

love…

her voice…

time stops

two

energies

harmoniously

merging

as one

her mind?

it speaks…

his mind?

it listens…

she has all these thoughts

strong thoughts

“free thoughts”

mental stimulation

he misses

her

conversation

***

 the forgotten man

the lonely man

trying to make sense of it all

 a strange man

a crazy man

walking alone in this world

walks in a different direction

through a different path

to a different place

lost…

what is he searching for?

where does he go?

no one knows

except for

his mind

his heart

his soul

stillness…

truth…

love…

her voice…

two empty minds

from

far away

flowing

effortlessly

as one

“free the mind”

“stillness speaks”

“there’s nothing else but the now”

fireworks?

chemistry?

mental stimulation?

call it what you want

he misses

her

conversation.

***

so…

what is he searching for?

where does he go?

no one knows

maybe

it’s

truth?

fear?

passion?

love?

or…all of the above?

IMPERFECT

I’m not perfect.

I am imperfect,

Made of flesh and bones.

I am

NOTHING!

That is why

Every day

I try

to discover

more and more

about

WHO I AM…

SHIBUMI

Shibumi deals with great style, beneath ordinary appearance. 

It is a fact so correct, that it does not have to be obvious.

So honest, it does not have to be true. 

It is feeling, rather than knowing. 

Supremacy, without domination. 

To shine invisibly, without attracting attention.

It is…power.

***

SO THEN…WHAT IS SHIBUMI? 

Shibumi is a Japanese word that means ‘effortless perfection’. Anything that is Shibumi is quiet in refinement, noble and fulfilling in a manner that is not shaped exclusively by analytical thought. In Japanese culture, Shibumi implies ‘a simplicity of spirit; an attitude of refinement without pretension, honesty without apology, beauty without artifice. Western mystics try to attain or achieve a state of inner peace, but shibumi MUST BE FOUNDNOT WON.’ Shibumi is understanding rather than knowledge, it is harmony in action. In art, it is understated beauty, articulate brevity. In philosophy, it is spiritual tranquility that is not passive; it is being without the angst of becoming.

THE NEW DAY

The new day starts

at the time when daylight first begins…

.

The beginning of hope appears at dawn.

It transforms into light and emerges as hope.

It’s a time of energy between dawn and nightfall.

A period of vigor in ones lifetime.

.

The new day starts

at the time when daylight first begins…

.

It may be a period of opportunity.

But, sometimes of downfalls and failures!

However, downfalls and failures are only temporary.

For when the new day begins, WE MUST RISE!

.

The new day starts

at the time when daylight first begins…

.

It’s a period of time in history, an era, that you will never get back!

It’s a period of natural growth and survival, therefore, don’t ever give up!

It’s physical and mental strength from sunrise to sunset, so you must endure!

It’s a period continuously moving effortlessly, indefinitely, infinitely!

.

The new day starts

at the time when daylight first begins…

.

When the sun goes down we have no choice…

WE MUST FINISH IT!

.

Do not worry about victory or defeat,

JUST CROSS THE FINISH LINE!

.

And, remember this before you fall asleep…

.

Every new day, is a new year.

Every new year, is a new beginning.

Every new beginning, appears at dawn.

SHOT DOWN DEAD

I’M AN EAGLE

FREELY SOARING ALONE

DRIFTING WITHOUT A FLOCK

PARTING THE CLOUDS

WITH TIRELESS WINGS

FLOATING AS ONE

WITH THE WIND

WITH SILENT

PEACEFUL POISE

HIDING MY TALONS WISELY

DIVING ALONE

WITH A WELL TIMED SWOOP

INTO BATTLE

ONLY TO BE

SHOT DOWN DEAD

BY AN ARROW

THAT WAS MADE

WITH MY OWN FEATHERS

CAN’T LOVE HER BACK

She inspires me,

Motivates me,

Says the right things to me,

And I try my best

to say the right things back

Inspire her back,

Motivate her back,

She says, “I love you! I’ve ALWAYS loved you!”

And I can’t help

but try to LOVE her back,

“I TRY TO LOVE YOU BACK!”

But…I can’t.

BUENAS NOCHES

buenas noches

carinito amado

vida de mi vida

la que me a faltado

como a sufrido

mi pobre corazon enamorado

por su carinito amado

buenas noches

angel adorado

buenas noches…

THE DROWNING MAN

MY BREATH…

MY SOUL…

MY MIND…

MY HEART…

MY BLOOD…

I AM THE DROWNING MAN.

THE DROWNING MAN IS WHO I AM.

I BREATHE NO MORE…

I FEEL NO MORE…

I THINK NO MORE…

I LOVE NO MORE…

I HOPE NO MORE…

I ONLY BLEED!

IMMERSED IN A SORROW

OF MY OWN POISONED BLOOD.